Well, I was feeling great for 3 days walking and doing pretty good to now I'm in my wheelchair. My legs were the first to harden in the muscles with severe charlie horses if I do try and stand. I tried to do stretches but it made them worse. Its moved up my back, and going into my arms now.
Its very depressing and I really am so embarrassed by my condition. I'm afraid it makes my husband embarrassed by me, even though he says it doesn't.
Ive had a serious sinus infection for over a month now. I'm starting to gag and choke at night along with bouts of not breathing. Hubby hears me wakes me and pounds my back and chest to help me get going again.
I'm not wanting to go to the hospital again. I cant stand it anymore. My veins are shot and they will have to put in a pic line again. That is very painful.
I guess its time to quit smoking. Finally after 17 yrs I am going to quit. Uggh more agitation to my plate. Well my plate is running over as it says in Hope Floats "My cup runneth over" That's how I feel about my children and husband along with my friends and family.
Well I'm going to try and relax a bit. Ive very tired and exhausted in the past two days Ive only had maybe 8 hours around 3-4 hours a night. So I just want to crash I just don't dare because hubby isn't home and if I stop breathing there will be no one there to pound me.
Hugs and Witchy Wheelchair Wiggles
Its very depressing and I really am so embarrassed by my condition. I'm afraid it makes my husband embarrassed by me, even though he says it doesn't.
Ive had a serious sinus infection for over a month now. I'm starting to gag and choke at night along with bouts of not breathing. Hubby hears me wakes me and pounds my back and chest to help me get going again.
I'm not wanting to go to the hospital again. I cant stand it anymore. My veins are shot and they will have to put in a pic line again. That is very painful.
I guess its time to quit smoking. Finally after 17 yrs I am going to quit. Uggh more agitation to my plate. Well my plate is running over as it says in Hope Floats "My cup runneth over" That's how I feel about my children and husband along with my friends and family.
Well I'm going to try and relax a bit. Ive very tired and exhausted in the past two days Ive only had maybe 8 hours around 3-4 hours a night. So I just want to crash I just don't dare because hubby isn't home and if I stop breathing there will be no one there to pound me.
Hugs and Witchy Wheelchair Wiggles
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