Living in Hades!!!!

Ive been living in hades for years.... My husband keeps cheating on me and doesn't come home at night. He is bi-polar and this is his high or down he does both, it will last for 3 months then stop. Last year he asked for a divorce and I was leaving, got into a terrible accident while pulling brand new trailer. He then wanted me back and felt horrible, was treating me good until last month.
I was in the hospital for a week and he only came to see me 2 times. My parents and daughter flew down and were there everyday. My parents told me he treated them terribly and rude to them. They left as soon as I got home. He then was really mean. I had to cook and clean the messes that were in the house.
I am progressive MS, had a stroke last year after the accident, have cluster migraines daily, and in a wheelchair most of the time.
I cant clean the house because my wheelchair and my legs give out causing me to fall. I did it anyways when I got home and fell many times. My daughter got up and took care of me. Then stole all my medications and overdosed. She is a drug addict.
My other daughter and two beautiful baby girls lives in OK as does my youngest. She couldn't make it.
My husband has been drinking heavily alot lately almost every day. I don't get out of the house unless he is home and that's only once a week or if I have a doctors appointment the transit bus comes and gets me.
He took me off the account because when I was at my worst with my MS I spend all the money. I don't remember doing it but I did.
Now I don't have any money he doesn't give me anymore then 5 dollars a week for the bus. That's it.
Right now I'm so upset and hurt I had a severe anxiety attack at 3 am and my neighbor took me to the hospital to calm me down so I don't go into a bad relapse. I'm very loopy and I tried to sleep I just cant because I am to hurt.
My friends are going to start taking me so I can worship and be a part of the coven.
They had no idea anything was wrong because I was so embarrassed I didn't tell them until yesterday. Now they are going to get me out at least once a week so I don't have to be so lonely and isolated.
Well that's me in a nutshell right now.
Hugs and Witchy Wiggles
Witchy Fae