Well its been a while since I posted.
Things have really changed for me. My Multiple Sclerosis has really been tough to deal with. I use a wheelchair and mostly a walker now. I was in the hospital for many things. I get these burning headaches that mimic a stroke. Nothing has worked they said they are worse then a migraine. They had me do an MRI while in a full blown one and I am severely claustrophobic. So that was total hell. They finally gave me an injection half way through because I couldn't take it anymore.
They still don't know whats causing it and its also making it so one side of my body will go limp and numb.
They said my MRI showed I am out of a 9 month relapse but yet the headaches are causing so it feels like I'm not.
Well I'm hoping to get rid of these things so I can enjoy what time I have left of my remission. I want to go golfing, swimming laps, bike rides and so much more before it hits again. Its almost time for the cycle.
My oldest daughter is getting married in November so I have a ton of sewing and needle work to do for her dowry. Yes my family still does that always has for many generations. I have a ton to do and little time to do it in.
I also have another grand baby. Her name is Ashylyn. I told my daughter that we only have girls in our line and it doesn't matter what the male side has we have very strong genes.
We come from a long line of women gifted with the sight and communication with the dead. My oldest has the sight, Her daughter has the gift of communication and my youngest has both communication (sleep and awake) and sight where you hear whats going to happen.
I have both the sight of communicating with the dead and actual sight along with knowing and feeling.
Its still strong all the way to my grandmother who is still living.
We come from 5th generations for 100's of yrs. The women live to be up to 100 or a bit over.
We also have MS in our line of women. I get the feeling because we get stressed out by our sight from what the others are feeling that MS comes out from the stress and stress in our lives.
My youngest is in Job Corp in OK and is addicted to both prescription and illegal drugs. She is here and leaving today because she had a desperate feeling she had to be here to help me and be around me. It has helped to a degree. She stole my medications a brand new prescription of 120 7 days ago and now I only have enough to get me through another week. She admitted at first and gave back 12 but then took alot more again yesterday. She also stole money out of my husbands wallet but gave it back.
She asked his forgiveness and vowed to never steal money again. Well she just stole my pills.
I am going to go off them so that she wont be tempted next time. She is going through drug classes and counseling but the temptation was to strong for her here.
I am taking her to the airport. I'm really going to miss my baby girl. I cant believe that they are growing up so fast and to fast because I'm feeling its like a flash as I enter the crone phase of life.
Well I am blessed with beautiful daughters and 2 beautiful grand daughters.
I'm also blessed with a wonderful hard working husband who tries very hard to be patient with my illness.
Well hope every finds that they are blessed as well by what the Goddess has given us.
Blessed Be.
Hugs and Witchy Wiggles
Things have really changed for me. My Multiple Sclerosis has really been tough to deal with. I use a wheelchair and mostly a walker now. I was in the hospital for many things. I get these burning headaches that mimic a stroke. Nothing has worked they said they are worse then a migraine. They had me do an MRI while in a full blown one and I am severely claustrophobic. So that was total hell. They finally gave me an injection half way through because I couldn't take it anymore.
They still don't know whats causing it and its also making it so one side of my body will go limp and numb.
They said my MRI showed I am out of a 9 month relapse but yet the headaches are causing so it feels like I'm not.
Well I'm hoping to get rid of these things so I can enjoy what time I have left of my remission. I want to go golfing, swimming laps, bike rides and so much more before it hits again. Its almost time for the cycle.
My oldest daughter is getting married in November so I have a ton of sewing and needle work to do for her dowry. Yes my family still does that always has for many generations. I have a ton to do and little time to do it in.
I also have another grand baby. Her name is Ashylyn. I told my daughter that we only have girls in our line and it doesn't matter what the male side has we have very strong genes.
We come from a long line of women gifted with the sight and communication with the dead. My oldest has the sight, Her daughter has the gift of communication and my youngest has both communication (sleep and awake) and sight where you hear whats going to happen.
I have both the sight of communicating with the dead and actual sight along with knowing and feeling.
Its still strong all the way to my grandmother who is still living.
We come from 5th generations for 100's of yrs. The women live to be up to 100 or a bit over.
We also have MS in our line of women. I get the feeling because we get stressed out by our sight from what the others are feeling that MS comes out from the stress and stress in our lives.
My youngest is in Job Corp in OK and is addicted to both prescription and illegal drugs. She is here and leaving today because she had a desperate feeling she had to be here to help me and be around me. It has helped to a degree. She stole my medications a brand new prescription of 120 7 days ago and now I only have enough to get me through another week. She admitted at first and gave back 12 but then took alot more again yesterday. She also stole money out of my husbands wallet but gave it back.
She asked his forgiveness and vowed to never steal money again. Well she just stole my pills.
I am going to go off them so that she wont be tempted next time. She is going through drug classes and counseling but the temptation was to strong for her here.
I am taking her to the airport. I'm really going to miss my baby girl. I cant believe that they are growing up so fast and to fast because I'm feeling its like a flash as I enter the crone phase of life.
Well I am blessed with beautiful daughters and 2 beautiful grand daughters.
I'm also blessed with a wonderful hard working husband who tries very hard to be patient with my illness.
Well hope every finds that they are blessed as well by what the Goddess has given us.
Blessed Be.
Hugs and Witchy Wiggles
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