Update on my life

Alot has happened since I last wrote. My husband came home one night after 12 yrs and asked for a divorce. I was devistated. I tried for a week to work it out but he just got more and more distant. I packed up the trailer with all my belongings and packed up the furbabies in the suburban. I was on my way back home to Utah but after just getting onto the freeway I lost control of the trailer and totaled the suburban and trailer. I dont remember the accident just going on what witnesses said.
I was fined a large fine and dont even remember signing the tickets. Its hurt my back and I am still having a hard time remember last week or yesterday. The doctor told me that it would take a while to get back to things.
Well I guess the accident woke the hubby up because he saw it from where he worked. He said he didnt want to lose me but its now almost 11pm and he hasnt called or come home again. This is what happened the last time so its worrying me a bit.
I made a dinner and he didnt even come home.
My daughter came back last week to live with us and its going ok just a struggle I guess.
I havent had time for my studies and im still trying to recover. Ive also had to work to pay for the car I had to buy. Im supposed to be resting but the money is needed to support my daughter and pay for the car.
Its really been hard with a back injury, head injury, MS and all the hoop la of working things out. Im getting a bit of a feeling that he isnt so sure about us.
Im not sure what to feel or think.
I gave all I had today to perform a money spell to cover the bills we have that are piling up. Im wishing I could find a better job but right with the injury I cant. I just want my life back you could say.
Well its been almost 3 weeks since the accident and Im still having troubles with headaches. Im going to see the doctor next week and he is wanting to do an mri so guess we will see what happens.
Well that is whats beeing going on.
Hugs and Witchy Wiggles.