Getting Ready to Open Shoppe

My daughter and I came up with the business name of Cozy Comfy and More. We are now official and will be opening up very soon. It will be online and some auctions for now then maybe we will see how things will work. If they turn out like my research and trials have gone then we will be a success. I want to keep it small and in the family for this is something Ive always wanted to do for my girls.

I just got off the phone with my youngest is she had to tell me she is getting married that was a shocker because she just met the man and the man is the same as her mother. Ive had a hard time with age difference but marriage I'm trying very hard to get that one to sink in. Its like when I had to let it sink in I was a Nana.

I get told all the time that there is no way I have a 21 or 19 yr old and two grand babies. One is almost 3 and the other just turned 1. So there is a lot to sink in. I'm not ready to get her dowry ready for her wedding let alone lose the rest of the weight I need to lose for weddings.

I just am in remission of MS now and I'm busting my but just to try and get back in full shape again. I have lost some but yet this month put back on 7 lbs because we ate out a lot. We eat only organic foods and eat at home but this month we have blown it big time. Now hitting the machines and Tai Chi big time.

Mediation is a good thing we should always try to set aside time each day in our lives to just concentrate on the breath we breath. Not forced breath but the rising and falling of the chest that we are alive and with one with the Lord and the Lady.

Just my bit of a suggestion to get through all stresses. Keep practicing and it will kick in naturally. I know I worked my butt off to get there, let it go for years and now getting it back by practice again.

Well Hugs and Witchy Wiggles
Witchy Fae

We need a new home for our Kitty

Well we finally got them to get along by using a water gun. Its working great and they play nice for now. I coudnt do it. I didnt have the heart. After talking to a ton of vets in our area one finally gave me the answer. So its good for them to get along.

Just wanted to change this. Thanks

Witchy Fae

My New Group I formed

I am started a new group for Pagans in the Henderson, NV area to get together, meet, chat, make lasting friends and drink tea.

Im hoping to get together to learn all types of things from someone who is willing to teach us their gift and how it effects their lives.

Even if we dont have classes we can get together in our area and just have fun. The new group is HendersonPagansTeaChat at Yahoo groups. If you want to join just click on this link.




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I also am in the middle of starting up a new home based buisness from the gifts the Lord and Lady gave me.

I will be selling them on Ebay, Auction Witch and Epagan Auctions.
I am very excited. I also will bring them to the Henderson Farmers Market.


Well Hugs and Witchy Wiggles
Witchy Fae

Doing Great and Loving It

Merry Meet Everyone,

I am doing great now with hard work and really watching what I eat. I am eating the right combinations of foods to help lose weight and help my immune system.

I have already lost almost 30lbs in the past few months. I bought a Gazelle and Ab Lounger, the best equipment I could have ever bought. It folds up nicely and stores a way into the closet perfectly.

I am keeping this is my sacred/special room, where I meditate, perform rituals, light candles for others and do my exercises. I felt it was necessary to do that in there for It helps me keep focused and do what I need to.

After exercising and cooling down, I drink some water and put away the equipment. I then go onto a nice relaxing meditation. I have a TV in there along with a DVD surround system so I can play my meditation Cd's and DVDs.

I love that room. I'm going to be painting it a very pale pink with the Goddess drawing down the moon on the wall. I am going to paint the phases of the moon on the other wall. I will be putting the phrases of the Rede around the Goddess and then some peaceful words around the large closet. I also will be doing all these in Creams and Blues. I have hanging crystals in the windows and tons around the area.

I love that room its the best. The only thing I need for the room now is a futon of neutral colors. The floors will be in Bamboo. We are working on one room at a time.

I have all my sacred items that get put away in an large cupboard. I also have a beautiful dresser that hubby has made me, perfect for my altar items. I use the top for my altar and its in the perfect position facing North.

We have so much going on here. We are moving all sorts of things around. We put our pool table together but its in the living room for now until we get furniture in there. We found the set we like and its made from bamboo and recycled items. Its really Feng Sheui, the style we both want for our living room. We have a natural rock fireplace with a bench to sit on and a stone mantle. I love my living room. Just cant wait to get furniture for it.

We mostly live in the family room all the time. We have a huge micro fiber sectional, computer desk, big screen, and over 100 DVDs. LOL. We have to move hubby's smith system weight bench and work center. We need to move it so we can start building the bar and put the pool table in there where it belongs.

So much to and so little time to do it lol

Well me personally I'm doing great. I exercise daily and eat right with eating the right portions. It has really worked out for me. I have a goal to lose 15 lbs by the middle of Feb. I am making small goals. I also have put a regular schedule in a separate day planner so I can see what needs to be in the house each day. It really is working out for me. I just need to get up a bit early so I can sit, read a book and have my coffee or talk to my daughter since she lives far away from me. She is 2 hours ahead of me so we can have morning coffee together over the phone. lol

Hugs and Witchy Wiggles!

Witchy Fae

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Well my life has really did a job on me since my last post. I was in the hospital after having a really bad battle of non stop sinus infections. My new doctor wouldn't put me on antibiotics and it landed me in the hospital for over a week. I ended up having a bad infections that spread to the brain with a fever of 105 and grand mall seizure. Talk about being scared and taking a good look at your life.
Well the one thing is I learned alot and working on being kinder to all. I'm working on making some serious changes in my life. I am going to exercise more, eat right, take my vitamins daily and remember to meditate with positive affirmations.
I have been going to see a therapist about my emotions and how I'm all of whack with my life with my husband. He tries so very hard and yet I just get mad at him all the time. I know Ive doubled my pain and the doctors said I'm maxed out now. Its very hard to be kind to all of those who are close to me.
I'm working on changing my medicines I take and replace them with natural ways such as deep meditation, reflexology, acupuncture, yoga, exercise, and much more.
I finally got out of my wheelchair 5 weeks ago so my legs are very weak and I dislocated my knee cap a couple of times. This was because of an old injury from rock climbing. I guess you could say I loved the adrenalin rush I got. I have to keep going in to the doctor and having shots and knee put back in place. Talk about pain.
Well I put the tree up and I felt I wanted a very calming soothing color. I changed to color of the tree to Blue and Silver. To me those colors resemble calm and soothing. I have my crystal water fountain next to it. At night with the fountain I feel relaxed. Just wished I could keep it up all year.
I had an idea of making a small topiary or tree with silver and blue along with white lights. I would of course put this in my special sacred room. I love that room because of the smells of herbs and incense. I have finished the room and have to organize the closet with all my sewing stuff, materials, storage of blankets and holiday decor. That room has the largest closet in the house.
I'm also working on organizing my entire home top to bottom, inside and out. I bought 3 sets of the large set of spacebags, they are wonderful tools. I also have purchased some clear box containers that stack, short to extra large.
I'm working on organizing my life with regular schedules. I only hope I can actually do it. With the help of my therapist we can get me there someday.
Well this past Sat we went to my husbands formal holiday party at Caesar's a beautiful place to look at if you can get through all the traffic. We only live 20 miles away but yet it took over 2 hours to get there.
We had a good time and had our picture taken of course because of all the steroids this past week my face was horribly puffy. I don't want anyone to see that.
I finally got to meet the people my husband works for. They act the same and are a bit of rebels lol. Their spouses, fiance's and girlfriends are really nice. I was in a great deal of pain and was shaking like crazy. I figured out why, I was having small seizures from the flashing lights from tie tacks, hair pins, hat pins and clip on flashing strings. It was everywhere and even the pictures did a number on me. Right as the flash hit my eyeballs were really wide open and I look crazy in the picture lol.
Hubby had gone shopping for a brand new suit and its really a nice outfit, I just didn't care for the color or the matching shoes. It was mustard brown color with matching striped shirt, tie, cuff links and shoes. It was a bit much but he did look very nice. I wore of course a basic black stretch velvet dress I have had for 7 years. Everyone asked where they could get it and then I told them how long I had it and they were shocked. This dress is very forgiving, it fits when I'm skinny and overweight. I love that dress and dint ever think I will give it up.
Well that's a bit of a catch up. Today is working in the living room and family room. Fun
Hugs and Witchy Wiggles

P.S. That is a picture of my oldest daughter and her little family. Yes I am a Nana Witch and loving it.

Finally Fun and Exciting News

Well I have finally gone into remission. Its 6 days now without my wheelchair and I'm able to exercise a bit. I put on a lot of weight since the relapse. Being mostly wheelchair bound puts you in a position of gaining a lot of weight.

I'm now up to 10 minutes of yoga and 5 minutes on the aerobic rider before I get worn out.

I am having bouts of tremors where I shake like crazy and legs feel very wobbly and weak for about an hour. Its not fun at all. But then I can get back to doing things.

I still cant keep up on the house but hopefully I will. I can do dishes, clean the kitchen and do laundry before I'm really worn out.

I'm still having issues of just falling asleep during the day for hours and don't realize it. I'm also sleep walking and having night terrors. This I haven't done since I was a very small child, like 3-6 yrs old.

The doctor told me it could be caused by the pain I have or the bad sleep apnea I have. I'm going in this weekend to be fitted for a alien mask. They also might put me on pure oxygen all night. They are going to do both during the night.

Now onto the fun news, hubby and I attended Pagan Pride Day it was a blast with tons of great fun with friends and the bands were awesome. I cant wait till next year.

Right after that hubby and I went to that tattoo place and I got a bracelet tattoo that has a vine with Ivy twining around. I also got my lip pierced but the ball popped off and Slut (yes that is his name) told me to wait till after my sinus surgery and then come in and he will re pierce it for me.

My husband gaged his ears again and also got a huge custom made viking tattoo on his forearm. He is holding a broad sword and a big battle axe. The guy who did this made the face to look like my hubby. The viking is in the clouds its really cool. After it heals and mine heals I will post pics. He is also working on a drawing of a viking ship that will go up my husbands arm and at the top of his shoulder Odin will be there watching over the vikings ship. On his back he is having a Celtic woman that has my face.

I'm having a custom drawing done of a Tree of Life with some surprises inside it and on the branches my girls names and my grand babies names will go in it.

Now another thing we are doing is the Ren Fair this coming weekend. Our shoes arrived but not our costumes. They were supposed to be here yesterday. I have to take mine and hem it up a lot because I'm only 5' 1". Its really pretty black and purple velvet. Hubby has wool and twill plus linen costume. I cant wait it will so much fun. We are doing sat and sun.

Well I will write more after the Ren Fair.

Hugs and Witchy Wiggles

Witchy Fae

Well thought I was getting better

Well, I was feeling great for 3 days walking and doing pretty good to now I'm in my wheelchair. My legs were the first to harden in the muscles with severe charlie horses if I do try and stand. I tried to do stretches but it made them worse. Its moved up my back, and going into my arms now.
Its very depressing and I really am so embarrassed by my condition. I'm afraid it makes my husband embarrassed by me, even though he says it doesn't.
Ive had a serious sinus infection for over a month now. I'm starting to gag and choke at night along with bouts of not breathing. Hubby hears me wakes me and pounds my back and chest to help me get going again.
I'm not wanting to go to the hospital again. I cant stand it anymore. My veins are shot and they will have to put in a pic line again. That is very painful.
I guess its time to quit smoking. Finally after 17 yrs I am going to quit. Uggh more agitation to my plate. Well my plate is running over as it says in Hope Floats "My cup runneth over" That's how I feel about my children and husband along with my friends and family.
Well I'm going to try and relax a bit. Ive very tired and exhausted in the past two days Ive only had maybe 8 hours around 3-4 hours a night. So I just want to crash I just don't dare because hubby isn't home and if I stop breathing there will be no one there to pound me.
Hugs and Witchy Wheelchair Wiggles

Things are better I hope

Well as my previous post said I was living in Hades for a while. He finally did come home and was apologizing. During the night when he thought I was sleeping he was crying saying he doesn't know why he hurts me so. I know he is sorry but he doesn't know how to show me just how much he loves me when he is awake.
Things are always rocky this time of year because he hits is high/low point. It will last for another month or so. He is bi-polar but doesn't want to go see anyone with it or be on any meds. I wont leave him because of his illness because I wouldn't him to leave me because of my illness.

Yesterday we went to Unitarian service and class. It was nice to finally meet some of the people that have been of such help through-out my troubles.

It took me a ton of guts to go up and give my positive in my life. I was totally freaked out, turned red and was shaky. I was able to walk without to much trouble this is day two that I can do that. I do get worn out a bit but I do okay.

Its nice to be out of relapse now. I'm going to work on doing Tai Chi and Yoga again so I can lose some weight, have more balance and not being in so much.

I'm going to start my handwritten BOS. Mostly mine is all on the puter. I want a nice one to pass down to my daughter who wants to learn more. She is now in Kentucky instead of OK living now with her stepmonsters dad and his wife. She will never get her education and learn to rely on herself and not drugs. She wont be going through rehab. I'm totally upset with my ex. Because now I wont hear from her or see her for years. That's the way they work.

The stepmonster has convinced people I'm terrible, bad mother, drug addict and so on. I'm not any of them. Its funny that a woman who tries so hard to do all the things I do and then cut and dye her hair the same as mine. I really get tired of it. She has been doing this for 15 yrs now. You see she used to be my friend and then started having an affair with my husband at the time.

Well I'm going to go do yoga now and clean up some of the house so I can sew like mad.

Hugs and Witchy Wiggles
Witchy Fae

Living in Hades!!!!

Ive been living in hades for years.... My husband keeps cheating on me and doesn't come home at night. He is bi-polar and this is his high or down he does both, it will last for 3 months then stop. Last year he asked for a divorce and I was leaving, got into a terrible accident while pulling brand new trailer. He then wanted me back and felt horrible, was treating me good until last month.
I was in the hospital for a week and he only came to see me 2 times. My parents and daughter flew down and were there everyday. My parents told me he treated them terribly and rude to them. They left as soon as I got home. He then was really mean. I had to cook and clean the messes that were in the house.
I am progressive MS, had a stroke last year after the accident, have cluster migraines daily, and in a wheelchair most of the time.
I cant clean the house because my wheelchair and my legs give out causing me to fall. I did it anyways when I got home and fell many times. My daughter got up and took care of me. Then stole all my medications and overdosed. She is a drug addict.
My other daughter and two beautiful baby girls lives in OK as does my youngest. She couldn't make it.
My husband has been drinking heavily alot lately almost every day. I don't get out of the house unless he is home and that's only once a week or if I have a doctors appointment the transit bus comes and gets me.
He took me off the account because when I was at my worst with my MS I spend all the money. I don't remember doing it but I did.
Now I don't have any money he doesn't give me anymore then 5 dollars a week for the bus. That's it.
Right now I'm so upset and hurt I had a severe anxiety attack at 3 am and my neighbor took me to the hospital to calm me down so I don't go into a bad relapse. I'm very loopy and I tried to sleep I just cant because I am to hurt.
My friends are going to start taking me so I can worship and be a part of the coven.
They had no idea anything was wrong because I was so embarrassed I didn't tell them until yesterday. Now they are going to get me out at least once a week so I don't have to be so lonely and isolated.
Well that's me in a nutshell right now.
Hugs and Witchy Wiggles
Witchy Fae

CANCER FREE WOO HOO

Okay I just have to do a big happy dance for myself to the Goddess. I am cancer free. I just found out today. I cant believe it. Its just to good to be true. No chemo for me woo hoo.

My daughter overdosed on my meds she stole. I found a total between them of 175 pills missing. Now I am having trouble getting them filled because they want me to file charges against my daughter.

They had to shock her 3 times and the last one she almost didnt come back to us. they told her she has heart, brain and stomach damage.

If it wasnt for her roommate at Job Corp in OK, she wouldnt be alive. Her roommate heard her choking on her own vomit and it was mostly blood.

Im angry and heart broken with her that she would do this again. This makes the 3rd time she has done this. Im hoping this time she will finally check herself into rehab but its been almost a week and she hasnt done so yet.

I dont think she has hit her rock bottom yet. It is breaking my heart.

Well Im outa here off to call all my friends and family.

Hugs and Witchy Wiggles

Witchy Fae